Full dose meds and thoughs about my return to work...

Went on full dose of my medication. Nothing bad (or good) to report so far. Will probably know better in a few days once its fully working.

My initial "return to work" date is set for 3/20. So one of the topic at my therapy session was how I felt about my return to work. I have to admit that I am feeling a little wierd about the idea of returning to work.

There is a certain level of aprehesion. After being offline for almost two months, I don't really know what to expect. Where are things at, how they they adapt to my abscense and did they adapt well enough that I don't really fit in anymore.

There is also the thought of the "longer term" picture. Do I keep doing what I am doing or should I try something different for a while.

I don't really have any answers to these questions, guess it's part of the thought process I have to go through while getting my head cleared up.

I have to admit that the "now what?" of the next few weeks is somewhat scary and stressful.